{please someone enlighten me.}

i feel.

a little lost. quite confused. and still {wondering} what this really is.

and by this i mean life in general.

i never know what to say and how to act.

and sometimes it feels like all this is, is just a giant act.

are these people surrounding me real people?

or are they {fake}?

{pretending} to be something they're not.

do i, perhaps, fall into that same category as all of them?

please. someone enlighten me.

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the one thing i've come to a conclusion on is;

we are all lost.

all trying to discover ourselves,

there are somedays where i don't know who i am.

and i am positive that most everyone else around me feels the same way.

i had a chat with a friend this afternoon.

{friend} reminded me that

its not about finding yourself.

its about creating yourself.

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i'd like to create someone {beautiful.}

someone who changes the way the earth moves.

who catches the eye of another beautiful person.

who makes others laugh.

{so for now i am trying.}

thats the best we can do, right?

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so now i am sitting here waiting for some {enlightenment} on

how to create all those aspects of myself i'd like to obtain

and i'm a little lost on

how i should go about all this...

so i guess.

for now i'll just continue holding sassy felines and keep

{crossing my fingers.}

{NOLLE}

.crossing my fingers.