stupid used band-aid.

ehhhhh dude.
finding a strangers used and germ infested band-aid stuck to the bottom of my foot put the icing on cake today. did i mention my foot was bare or that the band-aid had a crusty brown blood spot right in the center? its unfortunate that something as small as a used band-aid pushed me over the edge today. but it did. its been lovely.
Is it possible to be let down by a complete stranger. someone you don't know? i think its been proven a true fact as of today. so pal I am not going to take it personally because you're not worth my time but thanks anyway for ruining my evening and leaving me a little deflated. it's fine. your loss. so much for curling my hair.
I'm on the verge of tears. why? i listened to a sappy love song on pandora radio earlier tonight and got emotional. i need some clarification please. i watched salt and when they shot her husband i was practically sobbing. I'm an emotional wreck today and i have not a reason in the world. nobody answered my phone calls tonight and instantly I am absolutely beyond grumpy.  I'm not a grump or a pessimist. But the littlest things have been pushing my buttons like I'm on an elevator ride today. I've never been a big fan of elevators. The uncomfortable lurch at the end of the "ride" always makes me queasy & pass out on occasion.
i apologize for my immature and egocentric complaints but i believe with all my heart and soul that it is far more important to be genuine than to put on a show. i am blatantly open & painfully honest but it is important that you know that this is real. i am real. i do not skimp around my frustrations i lay everything out there. i don't down play the fact that i have had an awful day. because the truth is i have had an exceptionally awful day. and yes just incase you were wondering i am in tears while my fingers are flying across the keys trying to put some of my fillings together to form words. it's not working as well as i would hope.
I'm a little bit of a mess today. I don't like it. I want to wake up and feel happy tomorrow. so i'll try a little harder and maybe possibly the results will come out in my favor. and i won't get a used band-aid stuck to the sole of my foot. sorry for my sass. its a flaw i carry with me everywhere i go.
instead of sulking lets just all float on..
yours truly-nolle