"we will sell the children for butter."

good day but please let me rant for a moment.
People throw it around like its merely peripheral and completely negligible. Love is not inconsequential it is everything but inconsequential. i believe in real love. Because i've seen it. and although i don't have much experience in the romance department. i know it when i see it. i can feel it. the thing they don't realized is that they think they know what love is. they really don't they have merely falling for this awful facade that continues to fool millions each day. someday i'll find it. and i won't fall suddenly. no no no no i know i will fall slowly. and it will be real. i believe in love, not lust. so buddy go ask someone else to get cozy cause I'm not into that. or you to be quite frank. thanks much.

10 great moments of July 18th 2011 
1-finally cleaning my room. i can see the floor again. i promise, i am not a slob it just spiraled out of control without my consent. for some odd reason it keeps on doing that.. weird.
2- getting naked with chancho and ito. and by naked i mean the beverage. just so there's no confusion there..
3- I'm sitting on the coffee table chatting with Storey. then all the sudden i loose her attention and follow her gaze to the television. her little eyes are filled with tears as she pears into the t.v. screen. playing is the classic sob story of some small animal that is missing a leg and all its defected friends around it. with a lady like Reba asking you to help skipper and all his animal pals. finally she lets out a sad sigh and says sympathy coating her voice, "those commercials always make me cry.. poor little guys."  and then picks up right were she was talking about her best friends birthday party.
4- my well needed shower. enough said there.    
5- running after not going for a what has felt like such a loooong time.
6- At dinner the usual chatting is occurring. quincy lets one rip. Aubree burps, and i unfortunately have to say something border line crude. My fathers job comes up. or the lack thereof. Mum causualy slips in some random comment about her love for oatmeal with butter and brown sugar. And it is here that the conversation spirals out of control- Mum informs us all that when we run out of money soon the only thing we'll be eating is oatmeal. she refuses to eat it without butter, so she has decided to forewarn us by informing us that one by one she will sell us off to by butter for her oats. Storey by this point is thoroughly confused and with a look of sheer panic on her face she says bewildered, "you're really going to sell us for butter?" i can just see them in there bedroom late at night plotting to sell the humans they created for merely the want of butter. its sick.
7- playing wii tennis by myslef. with both remotes at one time. i lead such an exciting life.
8. eating a box of sugar babies with Aubree and driving with our windows down in the pouring rain.. we got a little bit wet. brilliant idea.
9. chancho- "when a tiolet is plugged with a load of poop do you use it anyway or continue onto the next stall?" Me- " i'd probably pick the second option but you know, some People like to poop on poop." Ito- laughing uncontrollably while trying to direct the vehicle.
i think Ito poops on poop.
10. something someone sweet said to me. (:

my heart melted when i heard this. for ear candy please click HERE
yours truly- nolle