especially when you have to go to the doctors.
and get a shot.
that has left your arm bruised swollen and sore.
especially when you are in dire need of employment.
but you feel extremely inadequate and little
so you curl in a ball and rock back and forth
and stare at the computer screen like a crazy person.
especially when you're running late with a million things in your hands as your running out the door at seven fifteen in the morning.
and then you trip down the stairs and everything goes flying. including you.
then you end up in a crumpled pile at the bottom of the stairs
and to make things even better, 7 seconds later your father aka ride to school drives away
leaving you in a mess in the driveway.
with no ride. a skinned knee. a million bruises. and feeling pretty darn crushed.
and although your laughing at it now you pretty much started balling in the driveway
because heaven forbid you have a somewhat okay morning.
some tuesdays are sufficiently awesome.
especially when you get to go to taco-bell with your two best friends at lunch time and escape high school and ultimately reality for 15 minutes. and one best friend puts unearthly amounts of ketchup on her bean and cheese burrito. and the other sits in the back and try's to feed the others her sad sob story and convince them she is rosa park in the situation and she will come out to win and finally get her turn to sit in the front.
especially when you go for a run and don't completely die this time.
especially when joshua radin comes on pandora when you're walking home while contemplating life. and the only thing you can do is smile. because he always makes everything and every bad day feel a little bit better.
especially when this little cat waits for you to get home and runs to you as soon and you hit the driveway.
Goodbye Ruby Tuesday
hope your tuesday was more of the latter post. but if not, its just a bad day not a bad life. don't forget that. things will get better. promise.
yours, nolle.
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