good good life.

Hello dears.

meet Best friend Clara. Its funny how life placed us together. And it happened right when i needed her. And no, I won't lie, she's not exactly what i expected but she is everything that i've needed. I've now known her for nine months. an entire pregnancy we've been together. and no i don't see her or talk to her everyday. and no we haven't grown up together or spent ample amounts of time together. But it works. I'm not the life of the party but we still have one every time we're together. Really our friendship is a strange one that i don't even understand, but she is my best friend. and i love her.



Next meet Best friend Nicholas. This chum is an excellent dancer. Attempted to teach me the cha-cha today. disaster. lets just say I'm not much for dancing. He is sweet and funny and perfect and i love him lots and lots. And if you were wondering, we had a good good time at the homecoming dance too.

You know those times, however short or long they may last, when life is just good? Good for not just one particular reason, but lots of little ones combined to make life seam for the first time, in a long time, actually bearable? And you find yourself smiling and laughing and thanking heaven just a little bit more frequently and fervently than often? And while you're laying in your bed on a monday night trying to fall asleep the one sentence that is repeatedly replaying through your head is, man this is a good good life. However crazy it is, the lovely is what is important right now. And over and over again i keep asking why can't life always be like this? Why can't i always feel this good?

But friends, thats the real question, why not? Why not be happy? Why not thank heaven for all the little things everyday? Because really, no matter where we are, there's reason to be happy, reasons to be grateful. When life gives you a nick best friend and a clara best friend you know, this is gonna be a good life. 

yours truly, nolle.