goodbye pessimism

      
         I feel heavy.
        and I don't like it.
        I need to change this. 
        my perspective. 
        and look at life differently.
        Because every day
        is a tremendous blessing 
        not a daunting task.
        There is goodness
        everywhere.
        I loathe pessimism.
        yet I'm a giant ball of it.
        Littering the world,
        with my negativity.   
        i want to spread beauty,
        not destroy it.
        i don't want to feel heavy 
        i want to be free. 
        i want to breath.
        I'm ready
        starting now. 
        goodbye pessimistic nolle.


yours, nolle.