guess why i smile a lot? uh. cause its worth it.

i said i'd shut my tired eyes.

before 12 o'clock last night.

i lied.

at 2:30 i decided to call it a night

but sleep didn't want to come

so i lay awake

my head spinning out of control

for hours perhaps.

apparently I'm a newfound insomniac.

its now 11:06 a.m

and I'm drinking OJ

my polka dot pajamas still on

with Ingrids you and i

on repeat inside my head.

its a lovely song

to have stuck inside your head

especially when it means more

than music to your ears.

and soul.

i think they were right when they said,

"the best is yet to come."

because every day

is bringing me new surprises

and i keep thinking

if they keep this up

my heart might just explode

for adoration towards the little things

that mean so much more.

contradiction.

imperfection.

its who i am.

what i know.

why i love.

guess why i smile a lot?

uh.

cause its worth it.

yours- nolle